The Death of Things
The long green arms flex
pulling the monarch close,
subduing its flutter
between prayerful hands.
I’m watching as the monarch watches
the mantis eat her eye,
remove her face.
Rendered motionless,
I like the way this works
on me, thrumming my fibers
as I ingest the horror─
the monarch half inside the mantis
or is it the other way around?
Is it both?
To eat a live thing,
swallow its shudder
closes the gap between.
Would we surrender
to the fangs
of some alien thing
bent over our fear,
taking its thirst from us,
reeking the relief of its hunger?
No evil intent here,
just the sweet and awful chant
as we merge
like the passionate murmur of lovers.
Published Cedar Hill Review – 1998
Besieged
This, then, is what I want,
to be right at the center
of the siege,
unprotected
as a jetty
when the sea arches its back
to strike
intentionally.
Or sitting still with you
near as our origin,
the barest lamp
lighting us,
our many faces
pooling
so that we can’t find ourselves
anywhere.
Published Santa Clara Review – 1991